purple_emptines

10:26 am: survey time...
USING ONLY ONE WORD ANSWERS...

YOUR RELATIONSHIP IS: amazing
YOUR CAR IS: aqua
YOUR SIGNIFICANT OTHER IS: kris
YOUR SEXLIFE IS: virgin
YOUR CONFIDENCE IS: up-there
YOUR JOB IS: blah
YOUR LIFE ASPIRATION IS: teacher
YOUR MUSCIAL TASTE IS: random
YOUR HOBBIES ARE: boring
YOUR PET(S) ARE/IS: nina
YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH PARENTS: good
YOUR GAMING ABILITY IS: non-exisitant
YOUR CREATIVE ABILITY IS: odd
YOUR TALENT: none
YOUR HOPE: happiness
FAVORITE AUTHOR: mcgaferty
REASON FOR LIVING: sunshine
SEXUAL PREFERENCE: straight
SEXUAL PREFERENCE EVERYONE ELSE THINKS YOU HAVE: lesbian
GREEN? purple

Did you spend your childhood time with mostly real or imaginary friends? imaginary
Did people consider you an odd child? i dont think so...not others but i wanna say i was a bit off center..te whole talkign to mysefl thing
Do you have memories that go back to when you were only a few months old? no
Do you remember any thoughts you had when you where very young? yes
Where they intricate or simple thoughts? simple
If you answered "intricate", give an example of one of those thoughts
Were you dreams very vivid as a child? yes..i still remember them
What is the strangest memory you have from early childhood? seeing someone get thrown over a bridge
Were you a child prodigy or did you display any gifts at a young age? no..not at all..i still dont have any talent
What was the most "grown-up" thing you ever said as a child? "i'm going to grow up to be a mommy"
What were your favoite TV shows in early childhood? punky-bruster
Were you afraid of monsters? yes..esp the ones that might pop out of the shower
Did you believe that fictional characters were real? yes
Were you more quiet and artistic or loud and physical? loud and physical
Issues and US Stuff
Do you eat meat? yes
If you do, what is your justification for it? cows are the workforce of the food chain...they give us our milk...they are big slow animals...begging to be shot...they are the blue collar animals..someone has go to do it
Do you belive in the death penalty
Did Mumia do it? i doubt it...
If you had a choice, which country would you have chosen to be born into? switzerland...neutral all the way
What are your opinions of Michael Moore? hes a bit to ones sided for me..ok hes gonna amke a documentry..throw in a little from the other side...document the issue..not ur opinion
Describe your feelings about marijuana legalization i'm against it..i hate marijuana in all its glory
What about gay marriage? all for it..who cares if a man wants to marry man..or a woman wants to marry a woman..thats theri own choice..their own way of living..
Red, White and Blue is a ghastly color combination, right? perosanlly one too many stars..its like bam stars..maybe clean it up a bit...possibly nix the blue and add some black
What television news coverage do you detest the most? umm..well i only watch fox news...
What will you do if Bush is re-elected? Cry/scream/celebrate etc... cry
Which state do you think will drop off into the ocean first? oklahoma...always expect the unexpected i say
Who do you consider "American Heros"? anyone who works ahrd for their dreams...they dot even have to make it..jsut have that dream adn work for it...get up everymorning trying to make it
Completely Obtuse And Silly Questions
Have you ever taken something apart just to see how it worked? Explain. yea..my broters see and say when i was like 6
Do you ever yell at the television while you are alone? Reason? yes i do...it makes me feel less alone
Name a few things (if any) that you bought on Ebay recently nothing
Are the Muppetes sinister? Think about it. not sinister...but thtere is definately some sexual tension there
Do you watch the Science Channel (Discovery) on a regular basis? no..but im all for the history channel
Ever gotten into an "in person" argument with a total stranger? Discuss yes..at work...dont fucking tell me i dont kno how to do a rain check
Sugar or Honey? sugar
What's on your desk right now? cd's..lemonade..chapstick...scissors...kepboard..my monitor...nailpolish remover and a stapler
How many e-mails do you recieve a day? about 5...all junk mail
Do you think that time travel is a possibility? no...my 10th grade math teacher ruined that one for me by saying "time travel can't be real because if it were someone from the futer would have already come back in time to tell about it"
Are you slightly addicted to online tests and surveys? yes!!! i need a 12-step program
San Francisco or New York City? new york
Are you really a famous person undercover on Live Journal? no..i wish.. but no
Are you really an alien spectator studying the human condition via LJ? no
What are your favorite color combinations? red and black...gray and navy blue dark green and navy blue...
Close your eyes and type the first random image that pops into your head
Do you enjoy night or day better? night
Favorite animal dog
Have you ever been to a protest? yes..while in europe
Aggravated a cop on purpose? no
Worst decision you ever made? heh..thats a secret
Ever gone train hopping/ridden the rails? no
Best invention of this century? Worst? well im gonna go back to the 20th century...best...television...worst..atomic bomb
If you could choose a time period in which to live, which would it be? well theres 2...either the 1920's or the 1950's
Ever put your hand through a window? no i have not
List a few words you hate the sound of unctuous...proclivity...
And a few you like the sound of facade...
Are you sick of this survey yet? Well, fuck you. There's more....
Have you attempted suicide more than once? no
Cutting? yes
Do you get violent when you are angry? no
Which emotion are you most consumed by? fear
Are you highly emotive? yes
Do you discuss problems or keep them to yourself? discuss
Do you fall in love easily? no
What age/year was the most difficult for you? sophmore year of highschool
How do you channel your anger/sadness? it differs...sometimes running..some times cleaning..sometimes music
Ever been addicted to alcohol or drugs? no
Ever been homeless? no
List a few simple things that make you happy: heh..thsiis my fortay...starws, blt's with lily, downtown crossing, all things lily, marcus flutie (tuttie flutie), quasi-, pseudo-, anything, talks with mariah..
When were you most recently your happiest? monday
Do you consider yourself empathetic? yes i do
Describe your best friend as if you were describing a character from a film she's beautiful, with big boobs...an odd nose..but i think it adds character, she's a bit shy and very loving
Do you have friends that are drastically different from each other? yes i dom..take jackie brown vs. maria
List a few key traits that all of your friends have in common they all appreciate my maca-ness...
Do you keep in touch with friends from highschool? yes well i am in highschool..
Have you lost touch with many of your friends? yes
Are they mostly local or long distance? local
When you go out with friends, what kinds of things do you do? well we drive around..get coffee...take the long way home..we eat..we talk..and we laugh.. we laugh alot
Have you ever been betrayed by a close friend? yes i have
If yes, are you still friends with that person? yes i am
Are your friends mostly your age, younger or older? my age
Do you have a hard time making friends because most people bore you? no not at all
Do you like to hang out with friends one-on-one or in groups? depending on the person...depending on the situatuion..and depending wat im feelign at the moment
Family
Are you close to your family? yes i am
What traits are you glad you inherited from them? someone tool using abilty
Which traits are you pissed off you inherited from them? someones nose..
Describe a unique person in your fam as if they were a film character
Does your family live locally or far away? some live locally and some live in chile...far away
Have you ever stopped speaking to someone in your family? yes i have...it didnt last long
Have either of your parents died? no...they are both still alive
Is your family very much like you or are you opposites? im opposite...where my parents and aunts and uncles are very old fashioned..im kinda spunky and different
How many siblings do you have? 3
Has your family ever thrown food at each other? well..i wanna say no..but im not so sure about it
Are the holidays a nightmare or a time of joy? both...when we're witht hte extended family its a nightmare...but when its just the 5 of us from home and kristin then everything is fine
Do you look like your parents? i look like my mommy
List one interesting fact about your family theres some poilish in there somewhere
Relationships
Gay, Straight, Bi-sexual or no idea? me? straight
Married/partnered? i have a boyfriend
Ever gone out with someone you were embarassed to be seen with? no i havent
Ever broken someones heart? yeah...a couple
How many serious relationships have you had? 3
Do you believe in monogamy? yes i do
Have you ever lusted obsessively over someone you knew you couldn't have? probably..i think i have...actualyl i know i have
Do you believe in the theory of soulmates? yes
Ever cheated? no
Been cheated on? i hope not...but thinkign back..probably
Thrown someones stuff out on the lawn/stairs/etc.? no
Had your stuff thrown out on the lawn/stairs/etc.? no
Most important emotional qualities of a lover? understands that sometimes...he wont understand me
Most important physical qualities? must be scrumptious looking..hmm..lets see...perfect person...tall...skinny..glasses...brown hair..random color eyes..sometimes a chin thing...sometimes not..hmm ring a bell?
Word Association Break. List the first thing you think of.
Diamond necklace
Skillet burger
Wired braces
Bounce -y ball
Rings finger
Lampshade light bulb
Ouch neon color band-aid
Flip flop
Puffy swollen eyes
American flag
Love heart break
Importance shoelaces
Umbrella rain boot/golashes
Fingerprints crime
Boxes present
Pigeon Venice
Kill pain
Water pool
Splendid splenda
Cows milk
No stop sign
Willow tree/fireworks
Poem beatnik generation/1950's
Spittle sprite
Betty cake
Wool sheep
Watermelon summertimes bbq's
Pontificate buh?
France chewy granola bar
Food & Drink
Non-alcoholic beverage of choice: lemonade
Alcoholic beverage of choice: hmm..anything fruit flavored
Foods you crave on a regulr basis: chocolate, and bread
Salsa and Chips or Pita and Hummus? slasa and chips
Meat or Tofu? meat
Soup or Salad? salad
Soda or Juice? soda
Can I get you anything else? cake
Favorite candy: milk duds
Favorite food to make: pasta
Do you try to buy all organic? no
Favorite quick food? mcdonald's..its so fatty i love it
Would You Rather...
Eat a steak or a whole tube of toothpaste? steak
Be covered in papercuts or cigarette burns? paper cuts
Be percieved as intelligent or street-smart (but not both)? street smart
Eat a bottle cap or a spider the size of a bottle cap? bottle cap
Have to always eat standing up or always enter your car from the sunroof. sunroof
Be ruled exclusively by your heart or your mind? heart
Have the power to read minds or make anyone fall in love with you? read minds
Chew shards of broken glass or sit on a lighted barbeque grill? glass..i dn thats a hard one
Be able to fly or be able to render yourself invisible? fly
Eat 15 feet of aluminum foil or swallow 3 steel guitar strings? guitar strings
Have questionable integrity or no sense of humor? questionable integrity
Always spit when you talk or always be spit on while spoken to? be spat on
Granted the answers to any 3 questions or ability to resurrect one person? questions
Final Questions
Ever had a great song ruined for you after it was used in a commercial? no
Ever yelled at an SUV? yes...all the time
A Hummer? yes...even more so
Ever faked being sick to get out of going somewhere? yes
Horror film that freaked you out the most? umm..the changeling
Horror film that is so scary, you could not be paid to watch it again. none
If you could turn back time and change one thing, what would it be? umm..i dont wanna say
Bambi or Nemo? nemo
Describe the last dream you had i dont remember it
Would people consider you impulsive? no
Ever brought a lawsuit against a company? no
Ever sang at a Karaoke bar? no
What was the worst concert you ever went to? i dont think there is one
The best? story of the year
Do you think you'll ever have children if you don't already? yesi will
Do you think there is life on other planets? no
Have you ever saved a dying animal? yes..a bird when i was 6
Most disgusting thing you have ever "found" in your food: hair
Have you ever broken a leg or arm? no
Would you rather stay in the house or do things outside outside
David Letterman or Jay Leno jay leno

10:20 am: so its been awhile...
im bored...and i have to go to the dentist at 12:15...but ima lready awake and have nothing to do...so here my life for the past few months...went to prom with jim..i wanna say my last entry said i was gonan go with him...it was fun...i dance..woo...school ended with a bang...(i'll leave it at that) and then i went to theater camp...and that was a whole buncha fun...they made me sing...and dance in a group...heh..i was so lost...then i lost my voice for the last 2 days of camp..not exactly wat i wanna call fun..but i survived...came home from camp and ive just been bumming around the house and gallavanting around town with kris and laurie..and thats about it..funny how a month of my life can be summed up in such few lines...

07:13 pm: ...in transit...
woo so its been a while...vacation was fun...i did really random things...between dancing in the rain and getting lost in boston to watching aspecial on FDR...heh were such geeks babes...i finally got my prom dress...its fushia and black..i actually like it..and its a dress...odd...hmm...is that all? that cant be all...my life seems like it was soo busy lately...oh i went to my first track meet today i wanted to see jonhanthan do hurtles and i missed him...oh well..me and emerson hung out and had a heart to heart..that was odd cuz i feel like we havent talked in forever..ok so i guess im offiacially done...comment cuz u will make me very happy!!!

12:10 am: wowzers...so i was reading my entry's and i realized i suck at typing or proof reading...one or the other...so life as always has been happening...so i got drunk apparently on sunday night...i was with my brother of all random ppl...heh no more alcohol..umm..me an dlily had an awesome time today...i dn wat i'd do with out her..im so glad our friendship didnt fall apart all of those shaky times...umm...me and kris have been hanging out..its so awkward always...me and him are just 2 very awkward individuals...but hey it happens...is there anything else u just need to kno about me...mm guess not...i dont wanna go too much into details about this weeks adventures because they belong to me...not you...


...if u comment i'll tell u all the juicy secrets of sunday night...

09:25 pm: HAPPY BIRTDAY MELANIE!!!
today is melanie's birthday...yay...and tosay was our firts LAX game and we lost 7-0 we played north reading..it was fun...umm..i dont have much to say today..oh well..i guess thats all...

ok so leave me a comment if ur readin this or im gonna start trac talking u..

01:59 pm: Waiting for that sunrise...but i think i see him..err it
So your standing on a ledge, It looks like you might fall. So far down, Or maybe you were thinking about jumping. Now you could have it all, If you learned a little patience! For though i cannot fly, I'm not content to crawl!... So give me a little credit, Have in me a little faith! I want to be with you forever, If tommorow's not too late!... But it's always too late when you've got nothing So you say!... But you should never let the sun set on tommorow, Before the sun rises today... If i am! Another waste of everything you dreamed of, I will let you down... If i am! Only here to watch you as you suffer, I will let you down... So your walking on the edge, And you wait your turn to fall. But you're so far gone, That you don't see the hands upheld to catch you. And you could find the fault, In the heart that you've been handed! For though you cannot fly, You're not content to crawl!... And it's always too late when you've got nothing So you say!... But you should never let the sun set on tommorow, Before the sun rises... If i am! Another waste of everything you hoped for, I will let you down... If i am! Only here to watch you as you suffer, I will let you down... So you're standing on a ledge, It looks like you might fall... If i am! Another waste of everything you dreamed of, I will let you down... If i am! Only here to watch you as you suffer, I will let you down... The answers we find, Are never what we had in mind. So we make it up as we go along... You don't talk of dreams, I won't mention tommorow. And we won't make those promises that we can't keep... I will never leave you! I will not let you down! I will never leave you! I will not let you down! so its been awhile...stuff has happened...as stuff will always happen...stuff i cannot all splurge on here..well cuz its that kind of stuff...wat i can tell u is that lifes happening...catch ur train on time and dont get left behind it will only set u up for pain afterwards...theres a reason for schedules...arhh not making any sense...ok so lets see..last night i hung out with jim and brandi and carrol and jessie and bill for awhile it was fun..for some reason i thot brandi was someone else...oh god..then i got serenaded over the phone...i heart u babes... :) ...umm..so that song ive decided is a good song and will be playing it for weeks to come...just because i fear im falling for someone new and i love the feeling..yay me!!...i went to see some of the drama finals...that was fun too..i love mariah for lettting me use her jacket...umm..lets see the plays were good..i liekd a few in the morning and all of the night ones..im glad there were lots of comedies..we saw check please again by leomonster...matignon was so much better...i hear paradise lost did worse...shucks...so ive decided that working at 7am isnt that bad at all..i didnt see customers till like 8...and that early theres like no noise and allu can hear is the music stop and shop plays...lemme tell u they some cool music...its all like 90's stuff that early..and i was singing and dancing and no one cared..cuz they were all asleep...i think thats all i have to say... p.s. leave me a comment if ur reading this cuz honestly i feel as if its waste of my time if ur not letting me kno who u are..

04:21 pm: no news is good news nowadays...
so life has been happening...like...well like life happens..we went to dramafest in fall river...we lost...but durfee lost too so its all good...i still like bobs date...oh nerves..lacrosee is in full swing now..and im still not sure ifi wanna actaully play...just cuz i dont kno if im up for it all over again...i guess this year is different cuz things have changed...but it still feels the same...even if we are actaully playing games..i had practice at 6 am this morning..im sorry but i am so not a person who can get up at 6 and run sprints...t just doesnt happen that way for maca...then i failed a trig test..that was fun...j.v's were awesome...yay class of 2006...i still dont see why ppl were talking smack..it was good..everyone did awesome...umm..wat else...oh yeah im going to prom with jim...i'm excited...and thats just about it...

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11:23 am: smiles!
haha even tho i feel like crap cuz i am sick melanie just made me feel so much better...yes damn...oh the days have been odd i might say...but fun as always..

08:20 pm: i guess burning is a good thing
so my hair didnt turn out bad at all..and melanie said that burning just meant it was working..yay...so now my hair is dark...very dark..and sorta bluish..awesome...oh so dramafest was amazing..i had a blast..and made some cool guys...one in particular...heh..either way..we won!!! we're going on to the next round...oh yeah..and ppl didnt even wanna go..i think its funny...but we so wont go there..our next place is fall river on the 19th..i was supposed to get some teeth out that day...guess not now...hmm..today i went to the dentist...i got my teeth all cleaned..yay...and right now i am waiting for melanie to come online...i gues thats all..

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08:34 pm: Should it burn?
so i am in the middle of dyeing mt hair...it put the chemicals in and now i am waiting the 1/2 hour to rinse...how exciting..jackie usually does this for me...but she has a basketball game tonight..so i did it myself..i dn if that was a very good idea though...we'll see in about 15 minutes...i dont remember it ever burning this much..we'll see wat happens..tommorow is dramafest..im excited for it...ppl really liked our play on wednesday...woo hoo..i'll write about how it goes some other time..i thot i was in the mood to write alot right now..but i guess i'm not cuz i'm outta things to write...



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